The shower monster.she is in the shower, and making really weird noises. I wish i could just leave!!! Why did i have to sign that lease with her? i mean, yeah its cool to have someone that will pay the rent, but with her!?! really? i wish i could just kick her to the curb.Everytime i want to have people over she complains. I'm in fucking college and i can't have people over to my house that i pay for..or she will not pay her half of the rent.  Its nonsense. I know she is here for me to better myself. I pretty much suck at life..why am i so lazy that i can't even go out  and get a job. i think it's because i love weed and weed makes me happy.; I don't wanna do anything with my life, but take pictures, travel the world, smoke some pot, and be happy. Why do i have to go to school and all thiis bullshit. I guess, if you wanna make money, you have to spend some. That shit isn't right. A bitch in my class is loaded and is already running her own business at age 19 just because her daddy funded it. Money is such an issue ALL THE TIME. Why do we even need money? it is ridiculous. your lifestyle is based on how much money you have and how driven you are. I'm just a relaxed person. I'm not into doing a bunch of shit to get money...call me lazy but i have a damn good time doing everything i want to do. ah. it feels  good. i think i figured out my issue.